Judith Marie comes into an opportunity for writing as she journeys through courses of spiritual psychology, theology and Insight awareness trainings to find a deeper meaning to life after the sudden death of her 11 year old daughter. As a professional in psychiatry and sociology and the Child Life Specialist in the Pediatric Unit in her community hospital she greets unfathomable guilt and questions purpose in her life as she quests without ending to her relationship with God.  She quotes:  “I am deeply grateful for the completion of the writing of this Memoir for myself and for all who may read and find a deeper relationship with our inner Presence of an Almighty Source of life and loving. I have come to know that great omnipresence as “God”, with a renewed awareness through His second son, Jesus and His great gift delivered that all we ask may be convened through Grace. I needed to know how to live more fully in that offering.

The church that appeared amongst all the many I have visited, and found loving in them all, was the one that directed me through my own Soul for an inner transcending to that direct connection to God as Jesus had done. The guiding focus that awakened me with awe was hearing him say; “This that I do you too shall do and even greater”. And with his ascending departure, “I go to the Father”. This teaching and others led me into communion with my Soul to reside in that spiritual home within where I am at one with this portion of Gods loving that I am. The name of the church is The Movement of Spiritual Inner Awareness – one that we all encompass no matter where we find worship for a growing source of Loving.  I knew that this is where I wanted to go to find my daughter who lives in Heaven; that place within where I too, could reside with her and all those who have passed over to the heavenly kingdom – even if still here on earth. I am caught up with the practice of it. (www.msia.org/spiritualexercises)   It is my greatest comfort and my internal guide from my Soul for my own journey and preparation for the time when I too, shall move into that eternal space of growth beyond this earthly experience of learning. It has become the restoration of my Joy for living!”

Judith finds renewed life in the South with her new husband as they practice ballroom dancing, playing pickle ball, gardening and travel with their Airstream RV to enjoy the beauty of nature in America.